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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Flashbacks

When all of us just joined ocbc... All of us looked so innocent back then.



Going for the first ocbc D&D - A whole night of scandals and drinking. =p



A nice group photo of Compass Point with my ex-boss...



1st Christmas Party with my MT mates...



The drinking buddies who always hang out together... (hq was absent as she was on holiday)



Another group photo of Compass Point, with the new boss



These photos kinda summarize my journey in ocbc for the past 9 mths.

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Angeline winks
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I've made it

After so many month of struggling, I have finally made it.

The feeling is sweet. In fact, it's everybody's effort that I can make it this month. Everybody in my branch has been so supportive. This is what I call team work.
Even if I can't stay in ocbc, this 9 mths have been a fulfilling journey for me. I have made many wonderful friends; learnt a lot of things and I have grown up.

First of all, I would like to thank my Boss. Most credit, if not all credit should really go to him. He is an inspiring boss who motivates me to work hard for sales. He is the one who believes in me when I, myself thought that I'm a goner. I really appreciate his effort in helping me. He is really No. 1 BM.

Secondly, I would like to thank my colleagues, especially Jo and Da Jie. Ever since Jo and I have been jogging together, she has been very encouraging and she is like always helping me. Working in Compass Point has been so much fun because of funky Jo. She never runs out of funny ideas and I appreciate her for being there for me all the time. Just like when I am feeling down, she would always be there to go party with me. On the other hand, Da Jie has always been my role model and I really look up to her. I guess my Da Jie probably didn't know that when she told me that she thinks that I can make it, I was really very touched. Her faith in me has motivated me a lot. Also, I would like to thank my CSM, BO, my tellers and my wonderful SA for helping me so much.

Thirdly, I would like my thank my friends who are always there to listen to my complaints. They are Celene, Raymond, Huiqing, Siewping, Shixing, George, Jianhui and many others (you guys know who you are). They are really wonderful friends who are always there for me when I am so stressed and depressed over my job. Thanks pals. You don't know how much you guys mean to me.

I would like to thank my boyfriend who has always be so supportive of me. Even when I am undergoing one of the worst times in my life, he is always there for me.

Lastly, I would like to thank my family. Especially my sis, my mum and my grandma for being so supportive. Their love for me is one of my motivating factors to make it.

As I am typing this entry, I can't help but to feel sad. I feel as if I would be leaving ocbc. Sigh. Parting is always depressing. Why am I typing all these? Sigh.

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Angeline winks
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Feeling Nausea

Today is the last day of February. Somehow, I just find that this month passes very fast. It's like I just had my CNY celebration at the beginning of the month and now it's already the last day. This had been a very hectic and happening month for me.

Anyway, I feel like shit today. I feel very nausea the whole day and I feel dizzy, coupled with headache. In short, I feel super sick. Somemore, I had blurred vision though I'm not sure I've blurred vision cos of my contact lens or I'm just sick? I have no energy for the whole day at all. It's like even when I'm making presentation to my customers, I feel like dying. I am serious. I could feel the vodka churning in my stomach for the whole day. Sigh.

I seriously need a rest. A proper rest. Thus, I'm finally taking a day off tomorrow. Unfortunately, there's going to be a 2hrs training session tomorrow in the evening. Why is it that ocbc likes to arrange training session on my off day? In addition to that, boss is going to have a short meeting with us after the training. Wonder what time will the meeting end tomorrow? Who knows my crazy boss may just asks us to go clubbing with him again after meeting. Haha.

I guess I'm going to sleep after dinner. Night.

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Angeline winks
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Saturday, February 25, 2006

Last Drinking Session?

I feel so stressed that I can't breathe and I think I won't be able to sleep well... ARGH.

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On a lighter note, this is going to be a happening weekend for me again. I'll be going to Jo's place for the last drinking session with my CSM (who's leaving) and my colleagues tonight. I guess it's going to be a happening night again. I bet my CSM would definitely miss us as her drinking buddies. Though we are irritating pfcs who always give her problems, we always entertain her with our stupid jokes.

I would be working tomorrow and after that, I would attend my friend's wedding dinner. It's just going to be so happening.

But, my question is, when can I have nights off again? I'm tired of late nights. I seriously need to sleep early.

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Angeline winks
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7th March 2006

7th March 2006 will be my judgement day.

When my boss told me about this, I can't help but to feel sad. I actually cried in front of them. Sigh. Praying for the best.

Please pray for me too.

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Angeline winks
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Unrested

I didn't know my bf dislikes me so much that he has been pestering me to put up this. So, if you guys are free, kindly help me to do this as well. haha.

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Well, I have been quite happy for the past few days or even past few weeks. But, maybe when you are sick, you tend to have negative thoughts. I feel kinda insecure today. I've been running hard for sales for the past few weeks, but I'm still have no idea where am I heading to. As I was talking to the new girl in my branch today, I can't help but to feel sad for myself. No matter how hard I am trying to deceive myself, I have to admit that I am indeed a loser. Why is it that some people can get sales so easily when I need to struggle so much? Why is it that I do not hear any words of encouragement from my loved ones when I need it the most?

I'm feeling really stressed. I'm so stressed that I can't take it anymore. I think I would go crazy soon.

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Angeline winks
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Drinking Session III

I feel so wronged. I was scolded by my brother early in the morning for nothing. I didn't say that I wouldn't help him to collect the postal package! WTH. He was scolding me like nobody's business! Sigh. What a good start to my day.

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Anyway, I went Devils with my branch last night. It was meant to be a drinking session with my CSM who would be leaving next week. Quite a lot of people went, but I was not feeling well, so I didn't touch a bit of the alcohol. I was watching them drinking. And my conclusion was, THEY ARE A WHOLE BUNCH OF CRAZY PEOPLE! Come on, mixer is so much cheaper than the hard liquor, yet they are more generous in pouring the hard liquor into the glass. Luckily, I was spared cos I was too sick. If not, I think one glass of that would be enough to kill me, given that I was already feeling "high" when I was there.

My CSM is a crazy drinker. She was telling Jo that we must go Devils on Monday, go Insomnia on Wednesday and go MOS on Friday. Very happening, right? I think I would just die if we really go drinking with her to these 3 places. Somemore, I am already in very bad state now. I guess I must have fallen sick because of all the late nights and drinking. This would be a good time to put a stop to drinking maybe for the time being. =p

First and foremost, I really want to get well soon. I hate to be sick. But, I am just too lazy to go and see a doctor. I must get well soon!

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Angeline winks
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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Please help me to do this

Since everybody is doing it, I may as well asks my friends to do this as well.

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Angeline winks
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Impresario

I went to Impresario last night. Actually, I didn't intend to go in the first place, but since my secondary school friend had asked me to go support him, I decided to go after all. The weird thing about going Impresario was that for the past 2 years which I had gone for it, I was feeling sick. And know what, I was feeling damn sick this time round again. It was just like a curse. I had a spinning headache so bad that I concussed on my bed immediately when I got home.

Anyway, Impresario was quite okay though I felt that the standard for the contestants had dropped slightly. But, most of the contestants were good nevertheless. Hq, Celene and I had our own share of fun, commenting on every contestants. haha. But, I guess we should appreciate their courage for singing on stage as I wouldn't dare to do it for sure.

I met some of my sports camp friends. It felt really good to see them again as I had not met up with them since I had graduated. Afterall, we had shared wonderful memories together at Sports Camp. Nobody can really understand my passion for Sports Camp but I guess you only would understand it if you had gone through everything in Sports Camp. If not, Albert, the legend would not be a gl for a good 7 years for Sports Camp.

Also, I met up my sports camp buddy, Edwin for a while. It was really great talking to him. Haha. We talked about our life and recalled our sports camp memories. Those were jolly good days. Introducing the first 6th guy I had known in NTU... Edwin



But, it's kinda scary as my sports camp friends commented that I look different in a way that I look more like a working adult. They were saying that I was no longer the same angie they had known. Though it was a casual remark, I felt damn worried. Have I really changed unknowingly?

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Angeline winks
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Thursday, February 16, 2006

I'm a Freak

My sis told me something very freaky last night.

I started to talk in my sleep again! Only when I'm super stressed, then I would actually talk in my sleep or even sleep walk. According to her, I was talking about the performance of some funds. I'm totally obessed! I only know that I had been dreaming about work, but I didn't know that I actually started to talk in my sleep again. Maybe the next time, I would actually sleep walk and ask my sister to sign FNA. haha.

Quite a lot of things is running through my mind but I'm just too tired to pen it down. I guess I would blog about it some other time.

Good Night.

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Angeline winks
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Women And Their Zodiac Characteristics

I admit I have been a zodiac freak lately. It's known to my colleagues that it's my SOP to read my daily horoscope everyday. I know I shouldn't believe too much into such things but sometimes, what they says is so true at times that it freaks me out. Anyway, this is something which hq has sent to me about LIBRA WOMEN.

Physical Appearance
Of all the signs, Libra has the maximum share of beautiful women. You are tall (this is damn crap) with a proportional body. Your limbs are slender but strong. You are attractive, graceful and courteous.

Mental Attitude
You are a levelheaded person. With your fruitful imagination and intellectual capacity you successfully win over the hearts. On the negative side, you are a nagger. You may have negative thoughts and often this may leads to strong depressions.


General Nature
You posses some supreme power in yourself. Use it for some constructive purpose.
Libran's have a spiritual bent of mind. Quite close to peace and harmony. Evade getting into unnecessary troubles. Never intend to hurt the feelings of others and therefore, is famous in the group.


Trading is the natural vocation for you. You will earn lots of money and fame & will play in profits.

You are quite lazy in your life and believe in one sided relationship, where you become a loser and people at the next door gains.

Health
Libran females do not have a well-developed immunity system. Infectious of various kinds will trouble you through out the life. Kidneys, liver and uterus are some of the weak areas for Libra born.


Money
Due to very good business sense you will play in profits. Your needs will also be substantially more than ordinary females. So you will earn and spend it as well. Will be able to make some valuable assets in your life time.


Romance and Sex Life
You are of a cheerful and adjustable nature. You will dress very well and will give a lot of the heed to perfumes you use and the surroundings you are in. This makes you very attractive to the opposite sex.


Libra women are experts in conversation and you like to talk a lot. You can talk effectively about anything under the sun. The idea of romance in your mind includes a lot of talking.

You have a very strong need of company of the opposite sex. Hence, you will be prepared to be a bit out of way to get the man which pleases your eye.

You are full of romantic blues therefore, fail to see the real qualities initially and may repent later on.

Either you are a sincere lover who will marry the same guy whom you have liked too or your parents might have chosen. Or you are fun loving changeable lover-who will try to trap every male that suits your eye. As it is very difficult for males to resist you, you may have number of short affairs.

Small of the back and buttocks are the hot spots for you.

Marriage
Your deep desire for companionship may lead in early marriage. In your home life, you will tend to be very nice and peace loving. You can create a home which is glamorous and at the same time comfortable.


You are tactful, thus, you wount let any inter-personnal tension in your family. You are always successful in keeping your surroundings happy and cheerful.

You can plan the finances of your house in such a manner that all have enough and you can save too, especially for short trips to beautiful places.

Ideal Match
Leo, Gemini and Aquarius born are best suitable for you.


Caution
You spend beyond from your means on luxuries things and thus, may face financial problems later on. You cherish pleasure in your life, and this may also ruin you in the long run.


You may develop an attitude where you covet other's to go out of their ways and help you. While you are never prepared to take any pains. This can lead to problems with all whom you deal with and may cause frustration and depressions to you.

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colors
Sunday, Monday, Wednesday & Saturday are lucky days for you. Your lucky numbers are:- 1, 2, 4 and 7. And lucky color's are:- White, Red & Orange.

Recommended Gemstones
Blue Sapphire and Diamond are the lucky gemstones for you. The gem that you wear should have a vibrant aura and should never been used before. The weight of the gemstone shall be decided as per your body weight and age.

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Angeline winks
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Valentine's Day

Let's be frank, who on earth with the right set of mind would actually hold some training session on a Valentine's Day?

And my company did just that. I really couldn't believe it man. Luckily, the training was a short one, if not I would cursing like hell. Come on, we could have done more happening things than to attend some training on a Valentine's Day.

Anyway, a group of us had a simple dinner together at Boat quay. As I just had a happy meal at around 4+ in Swensens with my colleagues, I didn't eat at all. I merely drank the soup which was quite nice. After which, we went to Shenton Way PartyWorld. Thanks to Jo for booking the ktv room in advance, if not I guess we would be quite aimless of what to do after dinner. All in all, it was a fun session with minimum alcohol. I'm quite determined to stay away from alcohol as I have been hearing comments that I look pale and sick. So, I guess I should just quit drinking once and for all. Besides, I get high on music or jokes, basically I get high on anything. haha.

Surprisingly, we went home quite early around 12+. It's rare that we actually went home so early. They wanted to go Devils initially but I really wanted to rest well enough so that I could focus on my work. As I have said, time is running out. My boss keeps pressurizing me, but I really feel like telling him that I am super stressed as well. Sigh. No matter what, I must not give up.

I can do it.


PS: Know what? My boss just sms me to go MOS?!!!! WTH. My boss is just so happening.

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Angeline winks
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Thank You For Loving Me

Jo sang this song at KTV last night and I find this song super duper romantic.

THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME
By: Bon Jovi

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors

We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me, For loving me

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Angeline winks
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Monday, February 13, 2006

Nights Off II

Here I am at home on a Monday night. Don't I deserve some applause? Heehee. Even my granny is very shocked that I am home so early. Well, as I have mentioned earlier, I really want to focus on my work and party less. Only when I have done well in my work, then maybe I can reward myself to go party.

Work has been really stressful. It's like I could be sitting at my table, yet I could feel that my heart is thumping very hard. I am really that stressed. And I unintentionally closed one of my colleague's customer. I felt really bad about it. I told him about it and he was actually very nice to say that it's okay. That made me feel even more guilty. Sigh.

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day. To me, it's just a normal day, the only thing special about this day would be that a bouquet of flowers cost so much more. I still remember that last time in jc, Valentine's Day = Friendship's Day. Therefore, all of us would actually spend effort to make some gifts and exchange with our friends. It was quite fun as everybody would have presents to take home. =p

Anyway, I had my so-called Valentine's Dinner at Jack's Place with Yukai this evening after work. He came to fetch me after work and we went to our favourite AMK branch Jack's Place. The ambience there is good and most importantly, I think the service is good as well. We ordered our usual Jack's Place Special Steak and I must say it was one of the best dinner I ever had for the past few days.




Me, waiting patiently for my steak to come



Me and my happy bouquet of flowers



Me, on the car - Going back to office. How sad.

Ya, the most "off" thing of the evening would be that I actually went back to office after the dinner. Well, call me a workaholic or what, but I seriously needed to go back office to clear some of my work. Even my boss was scolding me for being so OFF. Hmm... As long as a couple is in love, every day is like Valentine's Day, isn't it?

Last of all, let me wish everybody a Happy Valentine's Day.

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Angeline winks
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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Stay Focused

Well, I slept at 10+ last night and woke up at 7am this morning. It had been a long time since I slept and woke up so early. I'm so used to waking up when the sun is up that I really had a hard time dragging myself up from my bed when it's still so dark. And it was so cold to bathe in the morning (even with the heater) that I was basically shivering in the bathroom.

Anyway, the reason why I woke up so early was because I had to go for some event. I didn't start the day well as I had forgotten to bring my hp and I couldn't catch a cab. In the end, I was quite late for the event and my CM was there. Luckily, he didn't mention anything. Maybe I was busy the whole morning, I was quite shocked that it was already 12+ when I was talking to my last customer of the day. For once, I feel that the mini event was quite short. Nevertheless, after the event, my BM expected me to go back branch to work, but I didn't. Since I don't intend to take off this coming Tuesday, I feel that at the very least, I deserve a half day break on Sunday. That's not too much to ask for right?

As each day passes by, I'm getting more and more stressed. My time is really running out and I have not hit my threshold yet! Sigh. It's like the whole world is trying to help me, but I myself is not helping myself. What's the problem with me? I must really be very focused. Like what my SM was telling me, I'm focusing too much on the wrong things. She told me I should learn to focus on more important things than to be bothered over mundane things.

Yes, I'll be very focused! And I will hit the threshold by this coming week!

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Angeline winks
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Your Five Factor Personality

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

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Angeline winks
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Saturday, February 11, 2006

Complicated Life

Life is complicated.

I feel so lost in this complicated world. To make things worse, my life is in a mess. My life may looks perfect, but the truth is it's not as simple as it seems.

I really find it very hard to trust anyone now. It's scaring me that sometimes your "so-called friend" could be back-stabbing you. I'm a very real person. If I like that person, I will show it and my concern for that person is genuine. Like wise, if I don't like the person, I won't bother to pretend to be friends with him or her. However, apparently, that's not the way to handle social relationship. There are times in which you just have to act. I was totally startled when my friend told me that it's all about acting to survive in this world.

Why can't everybody just be real? I mean if a person doesn't like me, I would rather him or her to be mean to me than to pretend to be my friend. I treasure friendship and I feel hurt if I find out that the person is pretending to be my friend. I am just simple Angie who treats everybody sincerely with all my heart.

The problem with me is I am very indecisive. I hate myself for being so indecisive. Why is it that I just can't bring myself to make a firm decision? That's my soft spot. Sigh. If only I have made a firm decision, things wouldn't have gone so wrong.

I have been thinking about this issue for so long, yet I just can't make a firm decision. Why is it so? Sigh. I really hate myself for being so indecisive. Right now, I'm just waiting for somebody to wake me up from my dream land and to advise me to make the right choice. Who will be that somebody? I'm still waiting.

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Angeline winks
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Newsroom

I'm so tired. I'm so tired to the extent that I feel very dizzy and I have splitting headache for the whole day. I really need a good sleep.

Last night when I was lying on my bed (ready to sleep), Jo called me and told me that they were going Newsroom. I was in a dilemma to go or not to go as I was feeling really tired and I was already in my pyjamas. Nevertheless, I went down. I seriously had no idea why did I go down. Maybe I was feeling bored. Well, when I reached there, I was shocked to see many BMs there. They were super happening, I would say. They drank as if they were drinking green tea. It's crazy, I tell you. One whole group of us played 5-10 and Wee Kim Kim was our TARGET. She's a very happening BM, just like my BM. Anyway, she only gets really crazy whenever she's high. It's fun to have her around to create some laughter.

All in all, it was a fun night out.

Anyway, all of us looked super shag when we came to work this morning. And Jo was telling me that we are actually an odd lot. People normally go partying on weekends, while we party on weekdays and rest on weekends. It's weird, isn't it? Personally, I am so used to go out on weekdays that I rather stay at home to rest on weekends. But, I'm getting worried over my health and complexion, so I guess I should really stop clubbing for the time being. And I really mean it this time round.

And I'm going to start jogging regularly from tomorrow onwards.



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Angeline winks
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Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you,
I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

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Angeline winks
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Alone at ECP

I'm feeling super full right now! I just had a very full seafood dinner with my bf and his family. I'm so full that I was falling asleep in my bf's car and I had no energy to talk at all. It was a very satisfied dinner with crabs, stingray, chicken wings (Yeah!) and many other food. I could eat quite a lot on normal occasion but I just ate Mcwings at around 4+ after cycling so you can't expect me to eat that much right?

As I had mentioned in my earlier post, I went cycling alone. It was a wonderful experience as I was enjoying peace at ECP. There were only a few cyclists and runners, but there were a lot of cleaners. What's the point of having so many cleaners around when there weren't a lot of people? It's weird, isn't it? I also took many photos at ECP using my wonderful camera phone. Haha.



This is the first photo which I had taken when I reached ECP.



This is beautiful, isn't it?



My tired bf who rushed to ECP all the way from NTU.



Me posing in front of the Hawker Centre.
(My eyes are so small! I wish I could open my eyes much BIGGER! HMPF!)

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Angeline winks
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Reflections

I feel damn sick when I woke up this morning. I am sneezing like hell with a bad sore throat. And I feel super dizzy with slight fever. Of all days, why do I fall sick on my off day? WTF.

Despite being sick, I tell myself that I must go East Coast Park to relax. I really do not want to waste my off day, doing nothing at home. Nevertheless, my bf would only be free to meet me much later in the afternoon so I'm going to East Coast Park alone. Am I being a loser to go there alone? Well, at least I don't feel like one. I just want to go there to relax and perhaps do some serious thinking. When you are alone at a peaceful place, you would be able to think better with no disruptions. That's what I want. Sometimes, we are so busy with work that we actually do not spend enough time alone. You may think that I am talking nonsense, but seriously, I feel that we should spend some of our time alone. Just you and yourself. That's when we can actually do serious thinking.

Anyway, one of my sports camp buddy just wrote me a testimonial on friendster and that's when I realize I haven meet up with him since I had graduated from NTU! I have been telling myself that I must meet up with him, but being a famous procrastinator, our date never materialize. I think I have been a really bad friend, not only to him, but to my wonderful sports camp programmers as well, and a lousy friend to my secondary school and jc friends whom I haven meet up since million of years ago. I'm sorry guys, especially to Edwin, Tomy, Yinqiu, Daddy, Lydia, Limin, Ade, Huiyi and many others. Though we may not meet up that often, do remember that I'm always a phone call again. Whenever you guys are free, just give me a call. Just like when I don't have to do any ot or what, I will ask you guys out too. =p

That's the problem with us. We do not treasure the things that we have and we tend to treasure it only when we have lost it. What's the point? Why don't we start treasuring all the people and things around us before it's too late?

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Angeline winks
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Monday, February 06, 2006

Nights Off

It feels weird to be at home on a Monday night as I had been out almost every Monday night for the past few months. It's like I would either go ktv or go chilling out at liquid kitchen. Nevertheless, it feels good to be at home. =p

I went to Jovan's place yesterday after sunday banking. It's really nice of him to invite us to his place for a steamboat dinner. Anyway, this was my first steamboat dinner for the Chinese New Year, so I was kinda excited and happy over it. I simply love steamboat! heehee. There were Celene, Ally, Huiyi, Jeff, Baolun, Lester and Jovan's gf. Seriously, I have not met up with these people (except Celene) since million of years ago and it felt really good to see them again. Baolun is forever so crappy and entertaining. Yet, it's quite nice to talk to him. Though he looks as if he doesn't care, I think he is someone who values friendship. It's a wonderful steamboat and I truly enjoyed the food. haha. I am simply a pig. Just hope that we could still have such gathering for the next Chinese New Year...


It's 1121pm. Maybe I should just go and sleep now. Good Night!

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Angeline winks
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Sunday, February 05, 2006

A Wonderful Weekend

I finally had a good constructive sleep with no disturbance all the way from 2am to 10am last night! I'm so happy and I'm feeling real energetic unlike the previous days in which I would feel so tired. I think I'm going to put my hp on silent mode from now on whenever I sleep so that nobody can disturb me when I'm sleeping. My sleep is very precious, you see. haha.

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Anyway, my colleagues and I went to my ex-boss house yesterday. His in-laws cooked us chicken curry and fried beehoon which is very nice. I love the the bread dipped in curry. Yummy! He showed us many of his travelling photos which are very beautiful. He actually spent effort, decorating those photo albums with words and postcards.

After eating a very full tea break, my dear CSM (a gambler) couldn't wait to gamble and we started playing black jack. Greg was the banker. Initially, he was losing money, but know what? He actually got TRIPLE SEVENS. He's super lucky man. Come on, what's the probability of getting TRIPLE SEVEN? If you still remember your statistic, you would know that the probability of getting that is quite SMALL. He's just super lucky.



The Happy Beehoon



The TRIPLE SEVENS



Us with Boss



"Mamasan" with Girls



Happy Photo of Me and Jo

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Afterwhich, I went to Alex's place. As usual, his place was very crowded with people. Despite me trying not to go so early, I turned out to the first person to arrive after all. Haha. And for once, our dear Tianbao actually came to meet us! He even brought his gf as well. There were Limin, Yuxiu, Tianbao, Chenlye, Junwei and Evelyn. As you can see, as compared to last year, there were fewer people but we still enjoyed ourselves. We started playing Black Jack. Without fail, Chen Lye would just win, win and win more money. He started with ten bucks abut in the end, he won $50. It's amazing right? This guy is simply born lucky. We had been gambling with him since seconday school days and every year, he would just win money.

Anyway, some of us went to MOS after that. My happening Mummy from my branch came too. The place was freaking crowded and HOT! The whole Singapore seems to be at MOS since I met quite a lot of my friends there. Haha. The songs in the r&b room are nice, but it was just too crowded and hot. We were perspiring like hell inside. The room was so crowded that the bouncers actually stopped people from entering the room. In the end, IMummy and I decided to go to the retro room to meet up with Jo. The other rooms are just not so happening as compared to the r&b room. In the end, we went back quite early as we were quite bored. Besides, I was really too tired to dance. All I wanted to do at that time was to SLEEP. haha. And I think I am getting sick of MOS. Or maybe I am just sick of clubbing.



Pretty Limin & Me. I am so tired that I hardly can open my eyes! Anyway, Limin bought me a beautiful lingerie set from Victoria Secrets! It's very beautiful!



Sweet Yuxiu & Me. She is one of the sweetest friend I had. She is just so nice and caring.

It's raining right now. Perfectly a good weather to sleep. I'll write more tomorrow when I am not so tired. Heehee.

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Angeline winks
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Friday, February 03, 2006

Life has been good...

I have been feeling quite tired lately. I never go party and I have been sleeping quite early. So why am I still so tired? But, I have been dreaming of work almost every night. As I have mentioned to my colleagues, I feel as if I am working 24hrs. Maybe that explains why am I so tired lately.

Anyway, we had a mini birthday celebration for Celene on Wednesday. We had to keep bugging her to go out with us then she finally agreed to go liquid kitchen with us. haha. I simply love the liquid kitchen at Thomson. It's a nice place for chilling out and it's so comfortable. It's so comfortable that I feel like having a nap at the place. All in all, I had fun that night and I hope Celene had an enjoyable birthday celebration as well.




Me & Celene. It's her place but this vain girl still wear until so pretty when I am wearing singlet and shorts. Haha



The girls at Altivo. Altivo is also a very nice place to chill out, especially for those deeply in love couples! The scenery is so romantic and beautiful. I would want to go back there again!



Us again at Liquid Kitchen. Ops, I think I look super drunk in this picture!



A very artistic photo of me



The group photo.

I'm going to have a busy weekend this week. I need to go to my boss's place, alex place and my bf's place this saturday. Then I got to work on sunday afternoon, after which I will go to Jovan's place. But, I'm looking forward to this weekend as I would be meeting many of my wonderful secondary and uni friends. =p Just hope that I would be able to borrow camera from my brother to take many many photos!

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Angeline winks
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Thursday, February 02, 2006

Outing with the Kids

My sis and I went out with my ex tuition kids today. Their parents were really nice to treat us to the Crystal Jade Restaurant at Paragon. The food was very delicious and I really enjoyed my lunch. It was one of the best lunch I had for Chinese New Year. Even the dessert, Yam Paste was freaking good that I told myself I must finish it even when I was feeling real full.

Hanging out with kids is so enjoyable. They are full of happiness and joy. They will actually make me forget all my problems.



The 3 Brothers



Yen Lung, Me & Yen Jun



Me and the fat boy, Yen Ting



Blurred shot of me and Yen Lung



Me & Yen Jun. I used to go swimming with him but he doesn't seem to remember that!

Anyway, I think I am getting old man. Whenever I went to party with 2hrs of sleep, I would feel like a zombie and I would be super stoned. Worst of all, I would get sick. It's the sign of me getting old. Sigh.

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Angeline winks
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