Love is like flying a kite...
I enjoy being loved. Call me a selfish brat or what. But, I am scared of loving somebody too deeply.
Once biten, Twice shy.
I used to love my ex-boyfriend a lot, but in the end, we still ended up being friends.
Till now, I still have no idea what went wrong in the relationship. Maybe I love him too much that he felt that he could not breathe back then.
Since then, I've learnt to take it easy. I believe that every couple needs to have their own space to do whatever they want and meeting everyday is a big No-No to me.
Love is like flying a kite... The string will snap if you pull it too tight and only when you know how to control the kite with the correct strength, then it will fly higher and further.
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Angeline winks
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Bad Girl
I could see the sadness and helplessness in her eyes.I have been such a selfish brat that I actually haven been showing concern for her.Ever since I have started working, I only care about myself and I actually neglect her (and many other people).I have been a bad girl. A really bad girl.At that moment, I feel like hugging her and tell her that I love her very much.I know that she won't be reading my blog, but I really want to tell her that I love her and I would always support her no matter what happens.
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Angeline winks
at |10:37 PM|
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The Keys to Your Heart
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
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Angeline winks
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Wonderful Memories
Candid shot taken at Hall 9 in 2003
My 21st Party with some of my Uni close friends in 2004
Photo taken with my Final Year Project in 2005These are indeed wonderful memories of my university days. I really miss those schooling days.
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Angeline winks
at |9:10 PM|
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Wonderful Memories II
More random photos of my university days
The Netball Street Challenge - BimboBes (Bronze Medalist)
My life as programmers
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Angeline winks
at |9:05 PM|
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Is there Eternal Love
Sometimes, I really wonder is there eternal love in this world? How many times do the guys REALLY mean it when they say they are going to love you forever? If what they say is true, how come there are so many breakups and divorces in recent times? What has happened to the vow that they have made to love their girlfriends forever? Most couples just say they will love each other forever when they are deeply in love without thinking the complications and implications of this phrase.
Loving each other forever will mean that you will only have eyes for this person, will stick to him/her no matter what happens (even if he/she is handicapped, blind or whatever), will always be the one for him/her even when the world has collapsed. Sounds simple isn't it? But how many couples can actually do that? Not many, I would say.
Maybe, eternal love only exists in fairy tales.
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Angeline winks
at |7:05 PM|
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
What is this world coming to?
I hate myself for being such a pussy cat. There is this good friend of mine who always scolds me for being so stupid to allow people to trample over me. I know that he is right that I should stand up for myself and fight for my own rights. But, for those who know me well enough, you should know that I am simply not that kind of person who would succumb to underhand means to achieve my goals. And I view friendship more important than anything. Maybe I should really wake up from my dreamland. There is no such thing as peace and harmony in this world. Everybody is selfish and wants the best for themselves. No longer were the days in which you can expect the people around you to help you at no conditions when you are in need of help. Technology is getting more and more advanced but it seems like the human nature has deteriorated in this modern world. I feel so disheartened and saddened by this fact.
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Angeline winks
at |11:04 AM|
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Libra Woman
I've gotten this analysis from an email. It's kinda interested, so I have decided to post it on my blog to share with you guys. Maybe, after reading this, you would be able to understand me better. Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin and a good figure (really?). She will spend so much efforts to keep her skin clean and pretty. She can be easily allergic to cosmetic and make up, but taking care of her face and avoiding wrinkles is her hobby. She is good at it and tends to look much younger than her age. She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman (I doubt so). She looks nice in either Jeans or night gown. She thinks that woman is equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you are defeated in any games, instead she will play with you even when she is winning. She is a little flirt and she has no idea what she wants. She cannot decide what to do, and what not to do, so she cannot set her schedule very well in all cases. She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent. In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once in a while give you a smile (this sentence doesn't make much sense to me). She will make a good politician, because she can tell which party will win the election. She cannot decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people think, but Libra woman care what other people or what you feel as much as her own feeling. She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the top of the ladder. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or advice, she will help you. Good side of being with Libra woman is she never interfere with your privacy. She thinks that taking good care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well (haha). But if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong woman even when she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of eyes and may let you win in a few poker games. If she is the one you are after, then go step by step. The best way is using her friends to introduce you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a bubble head. You have to move forward towards her with confidence and security. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smacked! So, do you guys agree with the analysis? Haha. As I've said, this analysis is merely for reading pleasure.
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Angeline winks
at |11:24 PM|
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A Typical Week
A typical week goes like this for me...Monday0930 Report for work2130 Jog Home2200 Pet TimeTuesday0900 Report for meeting (Though it's supposed to be my off day)1800 Cluster MeetingWednesday0930 Report for work2200 TuitionThursday0930 Report for work2130 Jog Home2200 Pet TimeFriday0930 Report for work2200 Tuition2130 Pet TimeSaturday 0930 Report for work1800 Go homeSunday 1200 Report for work1600 Go homeThis is just a simplified version of my weekly working schedule. I have not even included product training or company function which occurs like once in a fornight. To my dear friends out there, I hope you will now understand why is it that I can only meet you guys late at night.
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Angeline winks
at |10:05 PM|
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Rainy Sunday
I really hate RAINY SUNDAY.It makes me feel depressed and lonely. The rain has totally ruined my plans of going east coast park to relax. What a spoiler! If not for the rain, I would be happily enjoying myself at east coast park rather than blogging on a Sunday afternoon. I really hate being alone. My friend once told me that I'm that kind of person who can't stand loneliness. I can't help but to agree to that statement. I just don't like the feeling of being alone. And, unknown to many, I always feel extremely lonely on rainy sunday. I just hope that it will not rain again next sunday.
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Angeline winks
at |4:11 PM|
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Saturday, October 15, 2005
Running Away
I'm feeling so bored right now. I got this sudden urge to go clubbing or what, but thinking that I'm going to work for another 7 consecutive days before I could rest, I guess I should be a good girl and just stay at home. Besides, I guess it's really not healthy for me to go clubbing so often. But, there's nothing to do at home. I'm not in the mood to watch soccer, not in the mood to watch tv. Neither am I in the mood to surf net. In fact, I'm not in the mood to do anything. I just feel so tired and stoned. So tired that I feel like running away. Running away from everything. If only I could just pack my stuff and go to a deserted island where nobody knows me and nobody will pester me for sales or what. I could just lie on the beach and relax with no worries. How cool. 
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Angeline winks
at |7:05 PM|
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Family Celebration
I guess I should really stop complaining of being alone in this world and be contented of what I have. In fact, I should be happy that I have my family, boyfriend and a group of wonderful friends who are always there for me... George had organized a dinner with"my family" to celebrate my birthday and I was really happy to see all of them. I hadn't been seeing them since convocation (and that's mths ago!). And the most touching thing was they actually waited very long for me at the restaurant as I had to settle something important before going down to meet them. I truly enjoyed the dinner as the food they ordered was simply my favourites! I would say everything was great except for the lousy service of the staff working there. Just when I was busy complaining to the girls, George took out a beautiful HANS cake out! I was totally surprised as I thought it would just be a simple dinner celebration. It really brought tears to my eyes as Joel and Mother gave me a bouquet of Sunflower, asking me to stay cheerful as always just like the flower. I lost control of myself and started crying. Crying in joy. (This explains why my eyes look so puffy and small in the pic!)
My family.I would really like to thank you guys for celebrating my birthday with me! Millions of appreciation to George, Mother, Weilun and Joel. I love you guys.
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Angeline winks
at |10:55 AM|
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
Enjoy every little things, for one day you may realize they were big things
Life is fragile.None of us knows what is going to happen to us in the next minute or so. Just like I could be happily blogging now, but who knows I may just die in my dreams an hour later? I know this may sound rather negative, but come on, let's face it. These kind of things do happen in life. The only thing we know for sure is that we will eventually die, it's just that we don't know when will that day be. If you know that you are going to leave this world the very next day, what will you do and how will you feel?
That's the problem with us. We don't treasure what we have until we know that we are going to lose it. Why can't we simply just be happy with our life and treasure whatever we have?
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Angeline winks
at |11:45 PM|
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Princess Angeline
It's my BIRTHDAY! And I feel like a princess. Knowing that it's my birthday, everybody treats me as if I am a princess! My wonderful sister went shopping with me yesterday and everything I bought was on her! My great friend, Jianhui also treated me lunch and movie. And my bf has bought me a beautiful "bling bling"! Some of my good friends even sms me to ask me out for a dinner to celebrate my birthday.I feel so LOVED.Most importantly, I'm so happy that a lot of my friends actually remember my birthday and I really appreciate their greetings! Every little sms means a lot to me. Thanx for all your smses!I'm feeling so happy!Note: A mystery person had sent a cake to my house on birthday, but I have no idea who is that person. So, if you are that mystery person and you happen to be reading this post, can you kindly sms me to let me know who are you so that I can thank you personally? By the way, it was a pleasant surprise!
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Angeline winks
at |9:18 PM|
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Clubbing
One year ago, when I was still an innocent student, I had no idea why my working friends seemed to like to go drinking every now and then.
But now, I can finally understand why. Ever since I had started working, I would go drinking with my friends once in a fortnight. I know it's unhealthy but we just want to drink to unwind and relieve stress after a busy week. Moreover, I really enjoy dancing. When I dance to my favourite music in a pub, I would forget all my stress and burden. I think I'm leading a super unhealthy lifestyle, given that I don't eat regularly, can't really sleep well and I drink. Come to think of it, perhaps we should find other means to relive stress. Afterall, drinking does not really solve your problems and sometimes when you drink too much, you will feel much worse that before.
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Angeline winks
at |9:01 PM|
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