~*angie's lil reverie*~

Workout at ECP

It's my off day today.

Celene managed to take off today as well, and so we decided to go ECP to do some exercise. And this time round, I decided to rollerblade instead of the usual cycling. Given that I have not been rollerblading since 5yrs ago, the starting part was really tough. And I fell down quite a lot of times. It's so unglam. I must say rollerblading is much more tiring than cycling, or maybe I find it to be very tiring as I can't blade well. Anyway, John came to meet up with us for a short teabreak as well. But, this guy was so busy that duirng our 1hr meetup, he was talking to his customers over the phone most of the time. It's amazing that how this guy can be so motivated to work so hard in sales line for so long. Maybe, this is something I should learn from him.

I must say I really enjoyed myself today at ECP. Great company in a peaceful environment. What else can I ask for? Sometimes, I really wish that I could do some exercise at least once in a week at ECP. Going to ECP always gives me a very peaceful feeling and it makes me forget about my worries temporarily.

But, it's back to the reality at work tomorrow.

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Angeline winks
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Branch Outing

I had my branch outing last night at Serangoon Country Club. It was a wonderful dinner with great seafood. I think my branch seems to have great fetish for seafood as our branch dinner is always SEAFOOD and more SEAFOOD. haha. Can you believe that our next branch dinner is going to be SEAFOOD again? Haha.

I had taken quite a lot of photos but I could only upload those photos once I get my D drive installed back into my computer. Be patient. =p

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Angeline winks
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Something exciting to look forward to

I'm going night cycling this Saturday! We'll be cycling around Singapore, having supper at some stopovers and enjoying the night scenery of Singapore! It'll be so exciting! It really reminds me of my sports camp days back in university days!

But, I can picture it to be a tiring cycling experience, given that I would be having some company function earlier in the afternoon till 10pm. Anyway, talking about the company function, I really can't imagine I got to spend my Saturday with so many miscellaneous people. Call me anti-social or what, I guess I would enjoy more if there are only my branch people. But then, it's compulsory so I got no choice but to go. Seriously, I rather spend my Saturday afternoon sleeping at home, replenishing energy for the night cycling.

Anyway, we're having branch outing tonight! It's supposed to be dajie, pat and my treat, but eventually, it turns out that my boss would be treating us for his promotion and bonus! I bet it would be a night of fun, great food and lots of scandals? Haha. The most important thing I would be bringing my new camera!

Please pray that I would not lose my camera. Ever since I've lost my camera at D&D, I'm very scared that I would misplace my camera or even hp again. =p

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Angeline winks
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Sleepless Night

I had a long phone conversation with my good friend last night. After that, I couldn't sleep at all cos I kept thinking of the things that we had talked about. She was telling me that if anyone were to betray her, she rather not know it than to be hurt. But to me, I rather know the truth than to be kept in the dark. I really hate it when people lie to me. One of my very close guy friend once told me frankly that if a guy ever cheat on his partner, he will never admit to it. I guess that's a typical stand point of a guy. Sometimes, having guy friends around us is good as they will enlighten you about guys' viewpoint towards relationship.

Maybe my friend was right about me, I tend to think too much. Am I really thinking too much? I don't think so. I mean if you can't find an answer to a question, you ought to think about it till you get an answer. That's the way, isn't it? Or is it that there are some questions which we will never get any satisfactory answers? I was complaining to Celene that life is complicated, people around us (including us) are complicated and relationship is complicated as well.

In short, everything in life is complicated.

I guess this is just part of growing up and all these changes are inevitable.

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Angeline winks
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Feeling Feverish

Early in the morning, I look at myself in the mirror and I think I really look like shit.

Puffy eyes. And I'm as pale as a ghost.

Please do not let me meet anyone whom I don't want to see me in such a state.

Praying.

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My horoscope is really freaking me out lately. Check this out.

Compromising your character for the sake of gains really just isn't worth it in the long run. Stick to the path you know is best, and you will see results that confirm the value of upholding your integrity.

It's like the analyst seems to be able to read my mind. So freaky.

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Angeline winks
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Monday, March 27, 2006

My Horoscope for the day

The Bottom Line
People are saying one thing and doing another - but hold your judgment on them.

In Detail
You've decided to host a gathering at your place, but that isn't much of a surprise. If anyone loves to assemble their closest, most beloved kindred spirits right there in their own nest, it's you. It makes you feel full, warm and complete -- especially when you make a walk-through and notice that everyone in every room is getting along just swimmingly with everyone else. If you can't do it tonight, do it soon. It's primetime. Oh, and don't forget those you haven't seen for far too long.

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Angeline winks
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Excuse me, Do I look like a kid to you?

When I was still studying in NTU, I would always study at home during exam times. Naturally, if you study at home, you would just wear T-shirt and shorts with a pair of specs. There was once I went to the KFC near my place to buy some food. At the counter, the staff offered me to sign up for some Chicky Club Membership. I was thinking if signing up for this membership will entitle me to some discounts from now on, why not? So, I looked through the pamplet. After 5 secs, to my horror, I realize that this EXCLUSIVE CHICKY CLUB MEMBERSHIP is only eligible to kids under 12.

Faint.

Do I look like a 12yrs old kid? My god.

Anyway, the reason why I brought this story up was because I had encountered the same thing at the clinic just now! The nurse asked if I was schooling or working. Come on. You are my family clinic, so you should have my profile stated there clearly that I'm working! Argh.

Do I really look like a kid?

Looking young is good, but looking like a kid is not good news.

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Angeline winks
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Kiss Goodbye

Ever since I had heard the song Kiss Goodbye during one of the the KTV session with my uni friends, I had fallen in love with the song.

Whenever I hear this song, I would feel very upset. There was once when I was listening to this song in a taxi, I just couldn't stop crying. Exaggerating? It's true. It's simply a very nice, touching song. I would like to share the lyrics on my blog, but due to some technical errors, my blog does not seem to support chinese characters. If anyone of you wants the song, you can get it from me.

Note: I've managed to post the lyrics of this song under the comments.

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Angeline winks
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Still Sick

I went for training yesterday despite me feeling super sick. To say the truth, I wasn't listening at all. I was totally in a daze. Come on, you can't really expect someone who is having a bad flu with a bad sore throat to pay attention. She should be resting at home instead of going for the training.

so, I went home after the training and immediately after my dinner, I headed to my bed. It was not really a very fulfilling sleep as I was disturbed several times by sms or even phone calls. Or in fact, I wasn't in the mood to sleep well. I kept on thinking of many things going through my mind for the past few days. There are many things which I really need a lot of courage to carry out. Sigh. Why am I such a typical indecisive libran?

Anyway, I had collected my camera and my new pair of specs! I'm so happy. However, I was so sick for the past few days that I had no energy to explore my camera. In fact, I think I looked so sick that I don't dare to use my new camera to take photos of myself. I'm such a vain pot. As for my new pair of specs, it looks very funky. haha. Maybe if you are lucky, you will be able to catch me wearing my new pair of funky specs. haha.

Okay. Time for me to report for work! Have a good day at work!

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Angeline winks
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Saturday, March 25, 2006

I feel like a piece of fat meat walking around

I don't want to be mistaken as a pregnant woman again.

We're going to do something about it. Right, Jo?

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Angeline winks
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Sick

I had fallen terribly sick.

My throat hurts like hell and I just can't stop sneezing. And I have no energy to do any presentation. There are times in which I feel super dizzy. Sigh. I have no idea why do I become so sick suddenly. Just hope that I would feel much better tomorrow if not I guess I really need to go and see doctor.

Anyway, I had a really romantic dinner with George last night at Secret Garden. It's a very romantic restaurant which I think all guys should bring their gfs there some time. Nice ambience with good food. I tried to walk into the restaurant in the most glamorous manner, but know what? I actually pulled the chair out so loudly that everybody just stared at me. Super lost form. It's just so me. I guess I am just too clumsy for such place. Haha. All in all, it was a wonderful dinner and I really had a great time chatting with George. It's really great meeting up with him.

Me at Secret Garden

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I went for roadshow today and the event is just so crap. I was still hoping that I could close some rp there. Sigh. I guess I just got to work harder for the coming week.

Happy Me at Bedok Hawker Centre
(Why do I look so pale?! I need to suntan! ARGH.)

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Angeline winks
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Thursday, March 23, 2006

In Office

Happy Jo & Me. This photo was taken, using her new happy phone!

My favourite BO & me. Actually, this photo was taken for somebody else... Haha.

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Angeline winks
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Thanks Daddy

I came online, didn't really want to talk to anyone. But, I saw this good friend of mine who happened to be online. Since I hadn't been talking to him for quite some time, I double clicked his name and started chatting with him. We started the conversation with the usual greeting, and gradually, we started to talk about serious stuff.

He said this to me," When you've come to a decision, tell me. I will support you whatever it is as long as you are happier."

How sweet.

And he added that he would only meet me when I am the true angie.

The true angie would be back. Trust me.

Thanks for everything, DADDY.

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Angeline winks
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Really Lonely

My mum always says that I have a lot of friends. But, where have all my friends gone to when I need them the most? Too busy with work, or just couldn't be bothered? Sigh.

I'm just a lonely person. To say the truth, I feel very lonely. There are many times in which when I go back home, I would feel very lonely deep inside me. Maybe that's the reason why I prefer to go out to party after work rather than going home alone. It's like when I am home, facing the four empty walls, a sense of loneliness will just sweep over me. Argh. What's happening? I used to enjoy the seclusion when I am alone at home, but now, I would feel so lonely and scared if I were to be alone.

Why is it that there is nobody to keep me company when I just need someone to be there for me? Sigh.

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Angeline winks
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Relax & Be Steady

Yes, my boss is finally back. To say the truth, I'm not sure if I'm happy to see him anot. I'm happy to see him as I'm happy that he is finally back to protect us from those miscellaneous people, yet at the same time, I feel that I've disappointed him. Sigh.

Anyway, he was quite disappointed with my sales figure and he kept on questioning what had happened to me. He even asked was it that I had partied so much that I was too tired to run for sales? He's so wrong! In fact, I had even cut down on partying when boss wasn't around. Seriously, I don't know what has gone wrong either. I guess I just got to run harder for the next 2 weeks. Most importantly, I must strategize. Relax and be steady.

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Angeline winks
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Monday, March 20, 2006

Great Workout

I just came back from a great workout at East Coast Park today. Basically, Jianhui and I cycled competitively and we kayaked against the rocky sea. The waves were so strong that I was basically forced to the shore when I was kayaking near the shore. Haha. I'm feeling so tired right now. Just hope that I won't have any muscles ache tomorrow. =p Anyway, I guess I won't be sunburnt this time round as there wasn't much sun for the whole day. Jianhui was complaining that I was the one who chased away the sun, but I guess he should be the one as I would always get sunburnt whenever I go ECP with my other friends.

After such a great workout, both of us decided to reward ourselves by having a great dinner. In the end, we went to Chomp Chomp for a wonderful dinner. Just when I thought that I've lost 1kg for the exercise I did today, I guess I've gained 2kg back for the junk food I ate at Chomp Chomp. There goes my dieting plan.

My and my good friend, Jianhui

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Angeline winks
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Nightmare

I had a nightmare last night. I dreamt that my boss is back. And he started to question what has happened to me and why am I not delivering sales? ARGH. It's so scary.

My boss would be back tomorrow and seriously, I don't know how to face him. Well, let's see how it goes bah. Sigh.

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Angeline winks
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Sunday, March 19, 2006

What a tiring Sunday

Here I am working on Sunday again. I'm starting to think that I really have a sad life. I have been basically working everyday since 2nd of March. To say the truth, I am tired. Yet, I do not dare to take my off day, as I am still kinda far away from getting commission. Sigh.

I'm feeling kinda sleepy, given that I woke up very early in the morning to go to my sis new house! Heehee. However, I have been too lazy to pack up some of my stuff to move over, thus I guess I won't be staying over there for the time being. I think it would be quite cool to move over there and I can even meet up with my friends like Celene for supper or even mahjong session. Most importantly, I would really like to live with my sister.

Anyway, my friends have been very impressed with me that I had only gone drinking twice in this week! Applause. That's an achievement, you know. In fact, for the past few nights, I had been sleeping quite early. I tried not to think so much, and I just went to bed after bathing. And when I wake up in the morning, I would tell myself that it's a brand new day and I should always start a brand new day with a mega smile no matter how bad my previous day had been.

SMILE!

Note: I had finally made a new pair of spectacles! After procastinating for 9 mths, I'm going to have a new pair of specs soon! And I would be able to wear specs to work at times if I feel that my eyes are too tired. So happy! I can't wait to collect my specs and wear for you guys to see! Heehee.

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Angeline winks
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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Random Thoughts

Why is it that those top pfcs may not be smarter than me, yet they can earn commission every month? This job has hurt my pride, my confidence and my morale has hit bottom low. Everybody probably thinks that I cannot make it. The reason why I hate my ex-bm so much is because she thinks that I cannot make it at the start of the race. Judgmental.

I really appreciate the faith my current boss has in me. He is the one who makes me believe that I am not beyond hope when I, myself has already given up on myself. Yet, sometimes, I feel so stressed, trying so hard not to disappoint my boss.

Why is it that it has to turn out to be this way? Why am I not performing? Am I really that lousy? Why has gone wrong? Or am I just not suitable to be a sales person? I have always been an achiever in everything I do. In primary school, I did reasonably well for my PSLE; I was either chairperson or treasurer in secondary school; I was the cheer captain back in JC house committee: and I was subhead for the sports camp programmer committee during my university days. I was never a loser.

I hate to be a loser. I really want my family and friends to be proud of me. Argh. When can I ever make them to be proud of me?

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Angeline winks
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Friday, March 17, 2006

I'm a good girl II

Here I am at home on a Friday night. Not in the mood to party, and most importantly, I really want to cut down on drinking as my health is really failing me. Moreover, I would really like to start saving money. I guess it's more rationale to earn 0.25%pa interest in the savings account than to spend all my money on drinking.

Anyway, I tried to start my day well by telling myself that life is beautiful. However, today is kinda a depressing day as I had encountered 2 customers who actually cried in front of me. Being an emotional person, I was kinda affected by them. And it really strikes me that buying insurance is very important as you never know what's going to happen to you next at the very next moment. Life is fragile and unpredictable... Sigh.

For the past few nights, I have been waking up in the middle of the night in shock. Afterwhich, I won't be able to sleep anymore. I would spend at least one hour, thinking of stuff. Sigh. A lot of things is going through my mind, yet I can't pen it down. I really need a break.

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Angeline winks
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What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are The Hanging Man

You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity.
You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying.
Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end.
You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit.

Your fortune:

Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation.
You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them.
You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life.
Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need.

What Tarot Card Are You?

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Angeline winks
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All the best, Alicia

I went for cluster meeting yesterday and I was totally shocked to hear that Alicia would be leaving distribution for other department. She has been doing so well since she has joined the bank, so I guess it would come as a shock to everyone that she would actually bear to forgo her commission. Nevertheless, I guess she would be happier in her new job scope and I wish her all the best.

Anyway, a group of us decided to go Chomp Chomp for dinner and surprisingly, Alicia joined us too. Ever since I had known her since MT training, she had NEVER EVER joined my MT mates for dinner, clubbing session or whatever outing. And that girl was really crazy. She even wanted to go drinking with us at K-garden. It's just so not her. But, I guess she had surpressed herself so much that she felt that it's time for her to party now. When we were playing our favourite dice game, she even said ALL IN. Haha. And she kept asking me to drink shots with her as well... But, I realized I was conned by her to go drinking, as I realized in the later part that it would be her off day the very next day. No wonder she was so on. I had to go to work tommorrow you know.

She kept on telling me that I must not give up. So, I asked her what kept her so motivated every month. And she told me that whenever I'm down, I should look at those motivated quotes to keep my spirit up. And most importantly, I must think about my long term goals, what I want to achieve in career, and what I really want in life. I guess, that's the key point.

I just got to think about my long term goals and what I really want to achieve in life.

Meanwhile, I just got to be more focused. Like what my boss has always told me, don't be concerned with what you cannot influence. Stay Focused.

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Angeline winks
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Thursday, March 16, 2006

What Does Your Candy Heart Say

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive

What does your candy heart say?

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Angeline winks
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Ramblings II

I had finally bought a camera - Canon Ixus 60. Due to the overwhelming response at the IT fair, it was out of stock and I could only collect my camera 2 weeks ago. I'm so excited over my new camera! If you know me well, you should know that I am a photo freak who simply loves taking photos everywhere I go. That's why I love my N70 so much as well (it has a wonderful 2.0 megapixels camera). It looks kinda like my previous Canon camera, but this time round, it's 6.0 megapixels! It has many wonderful features which I would explore once I have collected it. It'an expensive present which I've gotten for myself as a reward for the effort and hard work last month. After spending so much on this present, just hope that I would still have some spare money left to buy myself some beautiful clothes since I have not been going shopping for quite some time. =p

Anyway, yesterday was a super bad day for me. I was super pissed and agitated. I don't mind doing servicing, but the thing is I simply hate servicing those irritating customers. The worst feeling in life is to be betrayed and the 2nd worst feeling in life is to be wronged. I'm simply not that kind of person who picks customers, and refuses to serve queue. So, why is it that you must back-stab me and accuse me for not serving the customer? I was really busy with my work. And I'm talking about urgent stuff since I must settle the stuff before 3pm. I was really very angry that I started screaming. The best part of the story was, my cluster manager just so happened to pop by my branch! I guess he didn't have a good impression of me since I seemed to give him attitude whenever I met him. But, it's not entirely my fault that whenever I met him, I happened to be in bad mood. Sigh. Maybe I shouldn't be so impulsive. I should have at least presented my good side to him no matter how bad my day was. Maybe he would ask me to leave soon, seeing that my attitude was so bad. Hai.

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The person that are looked upon as the world's successes have not always been a person of great physcial power, nor at the start, did they seem very well adapted to the conditions which encompassed them. In the beginning, these people were not considered to be of superior genius, but they won their success by their resolution to achieve results in their undertakings by permitting no set-back to dishearten them, no difficulties to daunt them. Nothing could turn them or influence them against their persistent effort. They never lost sight of their goal.

The question is: What is my goal?

Let me end my entry with this quote...

"Burning desire to be or do something gives us staying power, a reason to get up every morning or to pick ourselves up and start in again after a disappointment."

It's time for me to find my burning desire.

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Angeline winks
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Tired

I'm really tired.

Tired of work. Tired of my life. Tired of everything. I need a break. There are times in which I just feel like hiding, running away from all my problems and just be alone. There are so many questions which I have been asking myself millions of times, yet I still can't find the answer. Sigh. What's happening to me?

Life is pretty miserable for me right now. I just can't seem to do the right thing most of the time. Sometimes, I just hate myself.

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Angeline winks
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Why is that I can't even have a good sleep on Sunday?

I'm feeling quite tired, yet at the same time, I can't really fall asleep. I was all prepared to sleep till 11am this morning, but unfortunately, I was called up to go back office at 9am. I dragged my tired body to office in my singlet and shorts without breakfast. In fact, I haven eaten anything till now.

I hate to be disturbed when I am sleeping cos everytime when that happens, I won't be able to fall asleep anymore. Sigh. I wanted to go back home to take a nap after the whole thing, but in the end, I couldn't sleep anymore. I think I would just try to sleep early tonight, hoping to replenish my energy.

Anyway, it's going to be a new week and I can foresee it to be a very busy week. I got to attend BM meeting on monday morning and there's a full day course on tuesday. On top of it, I have to attend a 6hrs course this saturday and the following saturday. Sigh. Not to forget that it's highly likely that there will be a cluster meeting this week as well. What a "wonderful" week for me.

Sigh.

I shall not think so much and just enjoy rest of my weekend with my sister. =p

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Angeline winks
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

Relationship

Some of us were forced to stay back in office today due to some problem with the system. Anyway, we were so bored that we started to talk about relationship. And we had a weird conversation about relationship.

That's when I realize sometimes relationship is really not that simple. Everybody has their own definition of relationship. Like, to me, relationship is about love and commitment. Yet, to some, relationship may just be about commitment and obligation. Or to some, relationship may just be a love game. As you grow up, you will realize that relationship is no longer that simple. It's no longer as clear cut as those puppy love in schooling days in which 2 people got together purely out of love. Now, there's more implications to that. Anyway, I've gotten this quote from my friend's blog which I find it very meaningful.

All our lives we search for someone special who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance the song of heartbreak and hope all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow there is someone searching for us.

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Angeline winks
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Saturday Again

It's Saturday again.

Somehow or rather, I do not feel excited or happy though it's Saturday. Most working people look forward to weekend as it's a great time for them to rest well, yet for me, all I can pray is that there won't be any roadshow or sunday banking. Kinda sad life, isn't it? Sometimes I feel like I am totally wasting my life, partying on weekdays. What do I get at the end of the partying session? Nothing in fact. All I've gotten is temporary fun and a hole in my pocket.

Anyway, I went MOS with my girlfriends last night. It was fun as it had been a long time since I went clubbing with them. Maybe we had grown up, we weren't as crazy as last time. We used to do much crazy stuff together when we were in uni. Last time, we used to tah 3 shots at one go and would just party all night. Now, I guess 2 shots are enough to kill me. I simply can't stand shots now, or in fact, I can't stand drinking. Nevertheless, I really enjoyed meeting with the girls.

This is a rather meaningless entry. I guess I must be feeling too tired.

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Angeline winks
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Thursday, March 09, 2006

Happy Girls

The three girls who always create havoc at Compass Point during Happy Hours...

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Angeline winks
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

The Faith

Work is pretty the same lately. Other than answering millions of enquiries about our wonderful fixed deposit, I have been busy stoning in branch, wondering how can I improve my sales. My sales is bad and I seriously need to run faster since it's already the 8th day of the month. Sigh.

I keep telling that no matter how bad the situation is, I must continue to believe that tomorrow will definitely be a better day for me. And I must believe that nothing is impossible in this world. As what my boss had told me before he left for US, I must maintain the faith. In fact, life is about self-fulfilling prophecy. If you think you can make it, you will make it. Angie will make it to the top.

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Angeline winks
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Virgo Men

My SM and I had an interesting conversation over breakfast yesterday. She was talking about her husband while I was talking about my boyfriend. Coincidentally, both her husband and my bf are virgo men. The problem with virgo men is that they do not show their true feelings easily and they expect you to know what they are thinking. This can be quite irritating sometimes as I believe all girls would want their man to show or even tell them how much they love them. Yet, virgo man tend to hide their feelings, dont know for whatever reason. And, I realize I do have this high tendency to like virgo guy. My boyfriend is a virgo, my ex-bf is also a virgo. Why is it so? Does it mean that I am simply attracted to virgo man? Hmm...

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Angeline winks
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Sunday, March 05, 2006

A healthy KTV session

I just came back from a typical KTV session (with no alcohol at all) with my uni friends. I nearly forget that we can drink non-alcoholic drinks at KTV. Anyway, my boss is damn funny. He called me when I was at the KTV and he was like asking why am I drinking so early in KTV? Come on! Going KTV is not equal to Drinking!

Anyway, I think I have lost touch with the whole world. Out of 10 songs that they sang, I guess I only heard of one song. And they kept on laughing at me for singing those "old" songs. But, seriously to me, those "old" songs sound quite new to me. Maybe, I am becoming very Ah Lao. That's so sad. I should be hippy angie.

It's great meeting up with my uni friends, esp Shixing. He is forever so entertaining. It just feels so nice to talk to him. Seeing him just makes me miss uni days. Sigh.

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Angeline winks
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Saturday, March 04, 2006

New House

I had just gotten home and I am feeling real tired. After work, I went over to my sis place at CCK to do some clean up. My sis would be moving in her new house, that's why I went over to help her clean up the place. The house is beautiful and the good news is: I would be one of the tenants in her new house! =p I just need to get a bed, some important personal stuff and a computer in that room and it would be a room I could call my own. Heehee.

After cleaning up, we went for a nice dinner at Sakae Sushi. It was indeed a fulfilling dinner. What has happened to my dieting plan again? Sigh. All in all, it was a good dinner. As usual, I was feeling damn sleepy after such a full dinner. Luckily, my bro-in-law sent us home, if not I guess I would be tempted to waste money to take cab home. Throughout the whole trip, I was sleeping soundly at the back seat. It's super comfortable as I could just lie down and sleep. =p

Anyway, sorry to some of my friends who have been asking me out. Sorry for being such a wet sport, but I'm really not in the mood to party lately. In the initial stage, partying was fun and I really enjoyed myself. But recently, I would feel a surge of depression half way through the party. As such, I guess my absence would be better since it's hard for me to pretend to be happy and I do not want to spoil the mood. I hope you guys would understand.

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If you think the worst feeling in this world is to achieve nothing. Think about this. How would you feel if you feel that you have achieved something, yet there is nobody who shares the happiness and joy with you?

Just one word. Heatbreaking.

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Angeline winks
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Thursday, March 02, 2006

No. 1 Boss

My boss is simply amazing.

I was feeling rather edgy for the whole day. In fact, I was feeling quite PMS and easily irritable. I was so bad mood that I even told my boss that if the person-in-charge of matching our sales performance thought that I was wasting her time, I wouldn't care if she really didn't want to match the oppty for me. Of cos, I said that impulsively out of frustration and anger.

My boss sensed that there's something wrong with me and he made me sit down with him. We had a long, serious talk. He made me reflect a lot on my past performance and my attitude towards the job. He could read me like a book. In fact, he had identified my fear which I had always refused to admit. He's simply that amazing.

My branch was ranked 22 in the whole network. I could feel a great sense of pride when boss announced that to us as my branch had always been loitering around the 48/49 region. It was a remarkable achievement for our branch. Though he keeps saying that it's not him who had created the miracle, it's us who had created the miracle, we still owe our success to him. It's him who has been motivating us. If we continue to be so motivated, I believe we would be No. 1 by year end.

Boss, I would achieve what I've promised you.

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Angeline winks
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Wonderful Day Off

Jo and I had a wonderful off day yesterday. Instead of our usual outing of drinking, we went East Coast Park for some healthy exercise! *Applause* It was a great workout as we cycled for 2hrs and we even kayaked for an hour!

Seriously, I had never kayaked at East Coast Park so it was totally a very new experience for me. Jo and I were basically like bimbos when we attempted to start our kayak. Before we started kayaking, we kept telling each other that we must not get wet no matter what. But, in the end, even before we started kayaking, Jo fell to the sea while I sat on the kayak which was flooded with sea water. No matter how much we would love to deny it, I just think that we are simply bimbos. Those jc kids nearby must be laughing at these 2 'jiejies'.

Here are some healthy photos of us...

Sporty babes

Resting at the hawker centre

We tried to act very shag in this shoot. Apparently, we looked spastic more than anything. haha.

Anyway, after one whole day of intensive exericse, I was totally sunburnt! My whole face and body was as RED as a lobster! It was so embarassing especially when I had to go for some ocbc training with my super red face and everybody was asking me about my face. Just hope that my skin would not peel! Despite having an ugly red face, I really enjoyed my day off.

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Angeline winks
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